Thirteen Facts About Paul
Paul's brother died. He was twenty-seven. Paul was thirty-three.
Paul comes to work but often leaves before noon.
If you walk in his office and he is crying
he'll pick up the phone and start laughing, saying, "that's too funny."
His face will be wet as a shipwreck.
Paul knows his brother was murdered but he doesn't know exactly how.
This keeps him awake to all hours.
The priest told Paul, "knowing, unknowing—it's all a cloud."
Paul thinks if there is a spirit world it's below the earth
because he'll suddenly feel tapping on his feet.
Under his desk, or standing at a streetlight, Paul taps back.
Paul got the elaborate tattoo on his foot
of his brother's colors and birth date
because the foot is the most painful place to pulse in the ink.
He sat in the front window facing Bleecker Street
as the crowd gawked and the artist leaned over his bony canvas.
For hours, Paul cried to the city about his brother.